Thursday, July 14, 2005
Baka a.k.a Paboya updates:
I know this is a little too soon for an update but i have to really say something to everyone!
You know the proverb:
Gosh i can't believe someone who has worked for my mom for at least 6 years don't know what that is. Come on, At LEAST be grateful for what my mom has done for you, providing you with a job, steady income. Needless to say, been a friend!
I shan't say cruel and brutal things here but i'll explain the situation. Say someone whom has been a friend and colleague suddenly says she/he wants to quit because she/he is really tired and wants a change of job. Sure, why not? At least we know you are not betraying the company or anything, it's just a personal thing. What aggravates me most is that AT LEAST he/she should have the decency to be honest! I can't believe the whole lot of horseshit created just to cover your own tracks! To be frank, i don't think a slap is enough.
This is based on a true account, my mom's colleague or once a "friend" [ my mom still treats her as a friend, even when she betrayed my mom ] This person, left the company just recently, citing reasons that she wants to work at a bookstore with her sister as she is tired of working normal office work. Ok fine. I accept. But why the hell a load of bullshit of saying after only a week that you're sick of that job and someone approached you to work at their company, as they are shorthanded? Nontheless, a company that is our company rival?! Oh *CHITCHAAAA* [that, is a korean slang i learned, heh, which means "argh" or "tsk"] Come on, even a little girl or boy knows what is going on!
Next, what more do you want? after all the ruckus you have done and all the nonsensical things you have created before you left, is it necessary to make sure your colleagues suffer? Another fellow colleague, who was already often bullied in office, still had to go through many sms harrassments from that bitch. Quoting from what my mom said, THAT woman, apparently knows that my mom knows she has "jumped" line, and she feels that she should take that job offered to her as the pay is higher, and she doesn't have to work on saturdays. MOST OF ALL, she doesn't have to clean the office. You know, i want to strangle her so badly, i can feel blood trickling down my hands. Cleaning the office, which is a weekly chore, is so BLOODY simple! Do you know how F***ing small the area is? it's like a living room for PETE's SAKES! It's all for the sake of who's health? YOUR DAMN health of course! you want to work in a filthy environment? sure, be my guest. BITCH.
There're more stuff she wrote in her smses to my mom's colleague which has droven her to tears. I shan't mention anymore. It's shortening my life. I know humans are despicable, ruthless and shameless. However, at least retain just a little bit of humanity. Right now, the angel side of me is telling myself to let you off. The devil side, however, is to wish your company collapses tomorrow and you become permanently jobless.
Hah, what a joke.
I know this is a little too soon for an update but i have to really say something to everyone!
You know the proverb:
Know your roots?
Gosh i can't believe someone who has worked for my mom for at least 6 years don't know what that is. Come on, At LEAST be grateful for what my mom has done for you, providing you with a job, steady income. Needless to say, been a friend!
I shan't say cruel and brutal things here but i'll explain the situation. Say someone whom has been a friend and colleague suddenly says she/he wants to quit because she/he is really tired and wants a change of job. Sure, why not? At least we know you are not betraying the company or anything, it's just a personal thing. What aggravates me most is that AT LEAST he/she should have the decency to be honest! I can't believe the whole lot of horseshit created just to cover your own tracks! To be frank, i don't think a slap is enough.
This is based on a true account, my mom's colleague or once a "friend" [ my mom still treats her as a friend, even when she betrayed my mom ] This person, left the company just recently, citing reasons that she wants to work at a bookstore with her sister as she is tired of working normal office work. Ok fine. I accept. But why the hell a load of bullshit of saying after only a week that you're sick of that job and someone approached you to work at their company, as they are shorthanded? Nontheless, a company that is our company rival?! Oh *CHITCHAAAA* [that, is a korean slang i learned, heh, which means "argh" or "tsk"] Come on, even a little girl or boy knows what is going on!
Next, what more do you want? after all the ruckus you have done and all the nonsensical things you have created before you left, is it necessary to make sure your colleagues suffer? Another fellow colleague, who was already often bullied in office, still had to go through many sms harrassments from that bitch. Quoting from what my mom said, THAT woman, apparently knows that my mom knows she has "jumped" line, and she feels that she should take that job offered to her as the pay is higher, and she doesn't have to work on saturdays. MOST OF ALL, she doesn't have to clean the office. You know, i want to strangle her so badly, i can feel blood trickling down my hands. Cleaning the office, which is a weekly chore, is so BLOODY simple! Do you know how F***ing small the area is? it's like a living room for PETE's SAKES! It's all for the sake of who's health? YOUR DAMN health of course! you want to work in a filthy environment? sure, be my guest. BITCH.
There're more stuff she wrote in her smses to my mom's colleague which has droven her to tears. I shan't mention anymore. It's shortening my life. I know humans are despicable, ruthless and shameless. However, at least retain just a little bit of humanity. Right now, the angel side of me is telling myself to let you off. The devil side, however, is to wish your company collapses tomorrow and you become permanently jobless.
Hah, what a joke.
Vuitton pen, 7/14/2005 08:35:00 PM.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
COUCH POTATO
For the whole of today i watched tear jacker korean drama "GLASS SHOES". Indeed, i sat on my couch, watched from 11am until 8pm. NON STOP. I was out of my mind, and though the show was too draggy, i just HAD to know the plot. Not to mention i found another cutie in the show. heh i'll post his pic up tomorrow. I wasn't crying as much as yijia predicted i should, but i did cry during the 1st few cds and the last few cds. Just 3 more discs to completion. I feel lousy today, not because i watched tv all day, but because i was remembered of the "1 month to 19" quote, from many of my friends.
My family fortune teller said i'll settle down and start studying this year, which so far yes i have been consciously working towards, and that i'll meet my benefactor cum life saver, which i did as well. I'm not a person who is so into superstitious things but i believe all things happen for a reason. Still, i can't bring myself to the prophecy that i have 1 month to get a bf. hah ridiculous indeed. you know what? when i told my parents they were rolling on the floor. practically. i think it's time to cut down on "gorgeous men" related stuff, coz' it's really gotten me thinking hard.
MY ASPIRATIONS
I had another life aspiration talk with my parents tonight. When i communicate, and i mean we really sit down, have a nice long chat about everything, i feel at ease. Not only do i feel happiness, i also feel safe and grateful for everything i have. My parents have finally come to a decision, which is to grant my wish to study and pursue my life in japan. I so was thrilled! however, i need to complete my basic japanese foundation here in singapore, within the 2 years i have left till graduation. Just you see, i'll make it.
Now my goal is set, i have no more worries and doubts about my life. Whether i graduate with merit or no merit, i shall do my best to study another culture, another kind of life and breaking through communication barriers. Nothing is impossible in this world. I really wish 1 day after i meet my goals i can provide everything for my parents. It's about time i carry out my actions instead of planning any further.
From now on, i'll be counting to my 25th birthday. I hope i will be where i want to be, in 6 years. As my folks say :
Society looks at not only your degree cert, they also want multi talented people. With additional skills, additional certs, it can do you no harm but provide you a better future.
Thanks ma, pa, loveeeee ya~
p.s: to the scary beetle behind my back which i have been peeping every 5 secs to see if it has moved, pls do not bother me and start buzzing around like mad. i'll go mad instead. just stay there k?
*chu*
Vuitton pen, 7/13/2005 11:23:00 PM.
Thursday, July 07, 2005
This week was rather bleek. Boring. Sick, not the sick as in disgusting but sick as i was sick. yea just a couple of days. bad sore throat but luckily my remedy of drinking plenty of water and sucking lozenges worked out just fine. The lemon did its miracles too. Now my bro's sick too. poor fella, i hope i wasn't the one who passed it to him.
recently i came across quite a number of older generation people using acessories, bags that belong to their kids. not that they can't afford to get new ones, but they are the ones that truly believe in REDUCE, RECYCLE and REUSE. gosh it must take quite some courage to carry a "XX Pri/Sec" bag when you are like 50 yrs. but seriously, i admit i have so much admiration for our older generation people. even my mom uses my old files, blah.... my old pencil box... everything tt's usable. I'm gettin more and more materialistic and i know that, so i'm just trying to curb my spending amount coz' i wana get my bro something real nice coz' i missed out on his 21st bdae... which is like something a sister shouldn't DO AT ALL! my bad, i'm such a lousy sis, but hey, i still love my bro!
Also, this week i had my french test which really sucked coz' it was an utter failure. I was kinda stunned when i saw the paper coz' i think i was too nervous i just went blank. I envy people like may lin who's half french coz' she naturally has a french dad to aid her and her interest in french is much more vigorous. i think i better stick to one language at 1 time or my plan will collapse eventually or i'd die of exhaustion. either that, i don't wana screw up my life so early.
Another irking thing is our IS project. Difficulty in finding a supplier is no trouble for me, coz' we could always fork out money to buy. the thing that's troubling me is the meetings and stuff. our mentor wants to have a meeting with us this week but COME ON! we're so busy we can't even prepare for our common tests! THAT can definitely WAIT. Argh. we haven't called MEIDI-YA but yea i sorta agree with the rest that it isn't gona be optimistic. but now is not the time to fret, i need to get myself together, coz' if i dun i have a feeling the entire thing is gona collpase. and since ben isn't always so enthu about our plans, my gut tells me he wans to change plan.
ok, i'm a little long today but this is the reflection based on this past week. Cosfest is coming up in 3 days. I've gotten all my things to sell. have yet to pack them but i will soon. tmr i'd be doing it with yijia. well anywayz, i hope i make a good sale and dont lose too much money coz the profit ain't that much u knoe.... business esp. with anime is horrible, since the stuff are ex and the ppl who know about anime in singapore is so pathetically little!
ok time to go sleep. eye bags showing and pimples are popping out like popcorns.
love you all~
p.s: thanks soushi, i've received your postcard. it's lovely. i'll email you soon!
recently i came across quite a number of older generation people using acessories, bags that belong to their kids. not that they can't afford to get new ones, but they are the ones that truly believe in REDUCE, RECYCLE and REUSE. gosh it must take quite some courage to carry a "XX Pri/Sec" bag when you are like 50 yrs. but seriously, i admit i have so much admiration for our older generation people. even my mom uses my old files, blah.... my old pencil box... everything tt's usable. I'm gettin more and more materialistic and i know that, so i'm just trying to curb my spending amount coz' i wana get my bro something real nice coz' i missed out on his 21st bdae... which is like something a sister shouldn't DO AT ALL! my bad, i'm such a lousy sis, but hey, i still love my bro!
Also, this week i had my french test which really sucked coz' it was an utter failure. I was kinda stunned when i saw the paper coz' i think i was too nervous i just went blank. I envy people like may lin who's half french coz' she naturally has a french dad to aid her and her interest in french is much more vigorous. i think i better stick to one language at 1 time or my plan will collapse eventually or i'd die of exhaustion. either that, i don't wana screw up my life so early.
Another irking thing is our IS project. Difficulty in finding a supplier is no trouble for me, coz' we could always fork out money to buy. the thing that's troubling me is the meetings and stuff. our mentor wants to have a meeting with us this week but COME ON! we're so busy we can't even prepare for our common tests! THAT can definitely WAIT. Argh. we haven't called MEIDI-YA but yea i sorta agree with the rest that it isn't gona be optimistic. but now is not the time to fret, i need to get myself together, coz' if i dun i have a feeling the entire thing is gona collpase. and since ben isn't always so enthu about our plans, my gut tells me he wans to change plan.
ok, i'm a little long today but this is the reflection based on this past week. Cosfest is coming up in 3 days. I've gotten all my things to sell. have yet to pack them but i will soon. tmr i'd be doing it with yijia. well anywayz, i hope i make a good sale and dont lose too much money coz the profit ain't that much u knoe.... business esp. with anime is horrible, since the stuff are ex and the ppl who know about anime in singapore is so pathetically little!
ok time to go sleep. eye bags showing and pimples are popping out like popcorns.
love you all~
p.s: thanks soushi, i've received your postcard. it's lovely. i'll email you soon!
Vuitton pen, 7/07/2005 11:10:00 PM.
Friday, July 01, 2005
This is a real nice song. After watching Be With you, i find this song so nice and soothing to hear! i think i heard this song 10x today! lol >_<" well the PV is nicer! well enjoy the song n the new pics!
*runs off to watch some nonsense helium thing..*
*runs off to watch some nonsense helium thing..*
Vuitton pen, 7/01/2005 11:09:00 PM.
Yi jia and her burger... yummy! see how big the burger is!! it's like 3/4 her face!! some more her face quite round alreadi... muahaha paiseh yijia >_<" hehehe ^_* it costs $7.90 ALONE for the burger tho... it's damn nice... 
Vuitton pen, 7/01/2005 11:06:00 PM.
Dinner at Carl's Jr. Yummy double bacon burger.. er forgot the bloody full name.. -_-"
Vuitton pen, 7/01/2005 11:04:00 PM.
